Leadership is hard. Few do it well, and the ones the figure it out are a joy to watch. You see their humble strength, mixed with care for others, and are excited to see where things are going to go.
In my experience great leaders don’t want it. They choose to accept the role because they reluctantly realize it’s the best way to get something done. And even then they struggle with whether to give it up for someone they perceive as more capable; knowing in their hearts that they want the thing to happen most, and not wanting to see that thing fail.